I have this co-worker and no matter how hard I try, I just can't like her. She drives me up the wall. It also doesn't help that she can be a complete moron and common sense just eludes her. We had a meeting at work last night, and before we start every meeting, we have to try on something new. There are only 4 dressing rooms, and 8 of us, so some of us have to wait. I managed to get a dressing room the first time around, and as I'm in there changing, I hear a knock on the door. Conversation is as follows:

Me:I'm in here.
Foolish co-worker:Oh, well, just so you know, we're closed.
Me:*stunned silence, waiting for her to realize that she works with me*
Foolish co-worker:*Nothing.*
Me:I know. Jess, it's Jess.
Foolish co-worker:Oh! Sorry!
Foolish co-worker:*goes into dressing room next to me; snorts* Haha, I didn't know it was you.
The doors were closed. The only people in the store were the ones that worked there. She knew there was only one customer there, and watched her leave.
I have no patience for this girl. None.
@1 year ago

May 07, 2012: Accomplished

Daily Goals:

Exercise Info:

I ate too few calories today, and need to work more on that. But after not going to the gym consistently for a while and eating far too much of what I shouldn’t be eating, I’m still proud of myself.

Relationship Info:

J and I are doing well. We have our little bumps here and there (mainly about him leaving me, me leaving him because, due to past relationship experiences, we have issues that we clearly need to work on) but things are going well. I’m still not comfortable with the fact that he has so many girl friends (that he’s previously slept with, and still keeps in contact with) but I’m doing my best to trust him. But fuck, if we don’t have sex soon, I might just jump him. I may be insecure about my body and such, but honestly. It’s been 3 years months. So overdue.

Personal Info:

I’m working on getting a second job, as evidenced by the interview I had today. I’m so awkward when it comes to interviews; I get so tongue-tied and I hate it. I don’t know how I did, and she said she had more candidates to interview, so I’m not holding my breath. It would be convenient, as it’s right down the hallway from where my current job is.

I also need to get my own place. I love my mom, but with her severely disliking my boyfriend, it’s making things very rough. She’s going out of town for a few days to be with my grandfather after surgery, and I can’t have him over while she’s not here. It’s crap, honestly, but I’m scared to have him over anyway. She’s already threatened to kick me out twice. I have no money, and nowhere else to go as it is right now. I’m 26 and she treats me like I’m a teenager. I need my own space before our relationship is completely shot.

I did a little research for my book tonight. J and I walked around Saratoga and while I’ve been there so many times that I cannot count them, it’s different when the details are important. I’m excited to write, but when I try to, I can’t. It’s frustrating.

That’s all for today. See you tomorrow!

xoxoxo

@1 year ago
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